laughing on the outside, crying on the inside...(8)
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I hope that you find a resolution and that you can continue to have a relationship with your mother. One that is healthy and loving. A mother should always try to uplift their children . I wish you the best!
Hi,
I am so sorry that you have to put up with that. AS IF BEING OVERWEIGHT isnt hard enough people always find ways to add more abstacles. I know what you feel. I go through that too. My parents and my younger brother are fit and fine. Have always been. My brother has like a six pack and even he stops exercising or dieting like now he still gets skinnier.
SO with them there is so much pressure. I understand what you feel. I hope you make your goal. There is no other way to shut those evil thoughts off!!
Thanks again for all the love and support. I really needed it. I found comfort in friends and am now refocused. I havent spoken to my mother since monday. She doesnt know im even upset with her and for right now im gonna keep my distance from her. Its just hard to face the fact that i cant confide in her and i know in my heart i never will.
On a happier note I jogged/walked 2 miles today and really feel good. I also ate very healthy and calorie smart and am ready for the big halloween night full of candy apples, brownies , cookies and red velvet cake.... not that ill be eating any of it im planing ahead and bringing my sugar free peanut butter cups with me ..
lots of love